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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist randarookaboom7616/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 11 Months
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Mackinac Island Coast

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Sat Nov 7, 2009, 6:01 PM
I wonder how I ended up where I am in life.
I hate my home life, so much.
I actually enjoy being at school more than being at home.
I rarely see my friends, who are usually the ones who keep me sane.
My mental health is declining steadly, and rapidly.
I don't know what to do with my self anymore.

It's my senior year, its supposed to be the best.
Yet I'm stuck here, alone and scared.
I guess its my fault for making friends with older kids, they grow up and move on with their lives.
Leaving pety insecure friends like me behind.
Guess I'll survive.

Stress is eating be alive.
To much is being weighed on my sholders, and I'm not strong enough anymore.

I'm moving out of here as so as I can.
I can't handle this stress much longer.

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Love Drunk-Boys Like girls
  • Reading: Jurassic Park &1984 for school
  • Watching: Nada
  • Playing: Nada
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: Nada

deviantID

Uhm, I don't draw or paint or anything like that, but I do take awesome pictures and I write moderately well, at least I think so. I'm seventeen. I love writing when I'm inspired by something, thats usually by someone telling me things I've written is good. I have abstract and crazy thoughts. Speaking is not something I do well, as in, in front of large groups of people. I try not to allow myself to think to much, because then I over think things and depress myself. I do a lot of random stuff that only makes sense to me for the most part. I express through writing best. It usually calms me down, and also allows me not to dwell on things. I get addicted to things that shouldn't be addictive. I get cold very easily. You won't understand me, so get used to that. lol

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Home
  • Interests: Movies, Reading, Writing, Hanging Out
  • Favourite movie: To many to mention
  • Favourite band or musician: Again, to many.
  • Favourite genre of music: Differs
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Skin of choice: is that supposed to be racist?
  • Favourite game: Life
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pooh Bear
  • Personal Quote: Hola Paco! Que tal?
  • Tools of the Trade: Keyboard

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:iconcharcoal-almighty:
Thanks for the fave. :aww:

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:iconsilentembrace17:
Miranda...?

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"I want a bigger burger. I mean, it's not like you get more chicken fries." - Me

"What? -looks up at menu- Gay." - Angie.

-Cassie and Liser eating like crazy people-

It's my life. I love it. <3
:iconsilentembrace17:
Okay. =D

Hello!

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"I want a bigger burger. I mean, it's not like you get more chicken fries." - Me

"What? -looks up at menu- Gay." - Angie.

-Cassie and Liser eating like crazy people-

It's my life. I love it. <3
:iconrandarookaboom76:
lol

hello


how are things?
:iconsilentembrace17:
Things are alright. I can't complain too much. Lots of work though. XP

How are you?

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"I want a bigger burger. I mean, it's not like you get more chicken fries." - Me

"What? -looks up at menu- Gay." - Angie.

-Cassie and Liser eating like crazy people-

It's my life. I love it. <3
:icondiaphanousvampire:
thanks for the fav!

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Al sol tormento del delirio, ridendo provo piacer.
:iconrandarookaboom76:
no problem. =]


and the lake is up in northern michigan, i dont remember the name exactly, but its up near ascoda if you know where that is.
:icondiaphanousvampire:
I live near a lake, but this one is better than mine...sorry, I don't know where is it :)

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Al sol tormento del delirio, ridendo provo piacer.

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